...pressure..

kinda fast for my nxt entry..but..hav to get something..mother is makin my life miserable..expecting me to be a top student..come home from sch and study rite away..dosent want me to play soccer..or use the computer or watch tv..read the newspapers..read books..revise wad i learnt in school..wants me to study harder..wants me to do everything she says..i'm not a robot..cant do everything tat she says..i tink i got the wrong mother..dosent even let me go about my life..muz call me in the middle of the day to lecture me and tell me wad to do..then u hav my mothers husband..tinks i am a piece of shit..an idiot..useless..i cant remember all of the other insults..i dun realli care wad he tinks..he's been saying this for a few years..its normal..maybe some boy from a top school can meet up to their standards..so far..i dont tink i can..is listening to a mp3 in the car wif ur family rude?? hmm..tat one is new..never heard of it before..always comin up wif stupid logics and excuses..call the hse to ask me if i hav done my homework..read the newspapers..pack my room..pack my bag..water the plants..whether i am still usin the com or watchin tv..if i hav done all..which i most probably wont..they ask me to do other things which juz pop into their mind..did u change the tution schedule? did ask me if u wanted to go out 2moro? ...and some other stuff..got one qns for them..HAV U FINISHED ANNOYING ME?? realli want to use some vulgarities..but..reflects a bad image on me..so..better not..not much time left..got to go..